Among the few hats I've put on, although I excelled in all, I find joy only in one of them. So, I made one of the biggest decision of the year (then) to follow my heart and pursue my passion. I was at peace with my decision and it was a joy.
Racing into the second month, the battle of two years finally caught up. Everything happened so quickly, even the captain of the ship had to leave. And a part of my love departed with him. I knew and know that no matter how much tears was shed, much had been lost and nothing will be rekindled.
I am lost.
And for many months now, I have been lost and I have been robbed of joy. So I decided to find the love in my heart again - the passion that compelled the big decision earlier.
I have decided.
So yet again, I made one of the biggest decision for this year. I've decided for new love and new life. Although I see not the journey ahead, well at least I've taken my first step. I am again, at peace with myself.
Happy finding love!