Thursday, December 31, 2009

Isn't It Ironic?

This is the life I want, but not the love I want
That is the love I want, but not the life I want

The things we want in life is ironic. Gotta take some and give some. Nothing is perfect.
That's just life...

Anyways, have a blessed and SAFE new year!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

10 Years Of Your Life

We are entering a brand new decade.

Think about where you were 10 years ago, when we began a new millennium, the year 2000. Seems like just yesterday, right?

Are you where you'd thought you'd be 10 years later, when you looked forward back then?

Are you leading the life you envisioned?

Do you have the income, lifestyle, freedom, health, relationships, poise and skills you thought you would have by now?

Well, now you get another chance to look forward to the next 10 years. This time, what are you going to do different so that the next 10 years aren't just more of the same?

Think about it, think for yourself... and think for your family and the people around you.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Will You Keep It Safe?

I *heart* you as well baby...

I'm keeping your heart delicately wrapped in a box until the day I can open it...

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Another Random Love

If only I could swim through the distance,
I'd give you a hug and a kiss in an instance.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

My Random Affection For You

I want to hear your voice 
I want to see your face 
I want to touch your skin 
I want to smell your scent 
I want to taste your lips 

I want these every single day and all I want for christmas this year is... YOU, all of you!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Craze & Nuts For You

I'm going crazy and nuts because of you.

I never thought I'd want you so badly
I never thought I'd miss you so dearly
I never thought I'd feel this way, really
But you've caught my heart and all of me!

I miss you much!

Friday, December 18, 2009

I'm So Random

In writing.
In thinking.
In crafts.
In music (listening to it, I mean).
In movies.
In food.
In cooking.
In fashion.
In affection.
In sports.
In travelling.
In success (I think?).

Basically, everything I do... it's random.

But I love it! It keeps people guessing, keeps them wanting more... *lioness roar*

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Truthfully Forgiving

Many want to know or hear the 'truth'. But few truly consider if they can handle the 'truth' slapped flat at their face.

Who would want to be lied to, right? I'd think you're nuts if you ask me to "please lie to me"!

I respect the face of truth, no matter how bad it can turn out to be. Because I believe that in every difficult situation there is always a solution or a few solutions.

I also believe that in every wrong a person has done, there is forgiveness. In every evil, there's good. In every darkness, there's light. In every gloom, there's joy.

All you need to do is... search deep in your heart, you'll find love.  

And if you search deeper, you'll find forgiveness.

Friday, December 11, 2009

A Heart-Spoken Song

I've got a fire in my heart for you
I've got a fire in my heart for you
I've got a fire in my heart
Though i'm falling apart
Till i've got a fire in my heart for you

I've got pins and needles for you
I've got pins and needles for you
You've got needles and pins
And the seven deadly sins
Still i've got a fire in my heart for you

I've a butterfly stomach for you
I've a butterfly stomach for you
And as the cars fly by
Ijust break down and cry
Still i've got a fire in my heart for you

Well the monkey puzzle tree
Has some questions
For the watchdogs of the profane
And i ask is it sad?
That i'm driving myself mad
Does this fire in my heart turn blue?

I've got a fire in my heart for you

- Fire In My Heart by Super Furry Animals

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The Sweetest Thing Ever

"I wanna take you to a formal party, where all my friends are there, hold hands, tell all my friends how beautiful you are in your floral skirt. And watch your charm light up the room."

"Then take you outside for 1 on 1 football game LOL."

"Then the serenade..."

"Then the movie..."

"Baby, I dreamed of you, even before I met you... I still haven't but I have."

Oh dear, I'm smitten...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

And You Think She Doesn't Know?

Have you ever caught men who have their wife or girlfriend next to him, turn and follow the sight of you?

I mean there's nothing wrong looking at at a babe or a dude when they walked pass you. What's annoying is that, they try to check you out from the corners of their eyes.

Balls up, guys! I dare you to look at us, it's not like you're committing a sin by looking. Beauty is part of nature and it is absolutely fine to appreciate beauty.

Otherwise guys, if you think your partners don't know you're checking that hot babe who just walked pass you, think again.

Because I know you were looking at me... and I bet you, she knows too!

Friday, December 4, 2009

2012: I Think I Know

We watched 2012 a few days back, and I could somewhat relate to the experience with the cracking of the tar roads!

I mean, not literally in the drama-fear but even the one-part crack along the driveway was serious enough for 'some people' to hurry, pack and leave their units, fearing the condo would collapse!

She wanted to take a shower before leaving, but he said, "Come on, this is life and death, and you still wanna bathe???" LOL

Anyways, these are the photos of the cracks we experienced...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Missing You All Day Long

In the world of make believe I have met you
Beautiful masterpiece of a dream come true
Through the night I feel your deep affection
I'd give up everything to keep this passion

You're my sweet sweet dreams till dawning
Yet I miss you all over again in the morning
I'd seem to catch a glimpse of you so clear
You would hold me close and keep me near

I miss you in the blue light
There in our rendezvous night
As I wake, I miss you in the morning light!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Sharing Parts Of Me With You

There was this...
And I know how much you love looking at my fingers...

Now can you guess...

...which is my hand?

...which is my foot?

Say It Like It's Sung

I'm thinking SHE'S THE ONE

It's MY WISH too


That I'm HEAD OVER FEET for you


Sure, you got it. ALL OF ME


Yeah? And you set the WORLD ON FIRE




HELLO, is it me you're looking for?

Yes, among the billions of people in this world, YOU FOUND ME

Aha, and I need some SEXUAL HEALING lol



Thank you, your love is a SPECIAL GIFT


Yes, sweets... WHAT CAN I DO?



Sharing some fun love... be creative and enjoy with your loved ones. It could go on and on and on forever, sweets.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Keep Moving

If you are going to hold on to your miracle and your dream,
Then you are going to have to keep moving, keep moving, keep moving. Always keep moving towards your goal!

You may have to crawl to get there, keep crawling.
You may have to cry a lot of tears along the way, keep moving.
You may get knocked down, but get up and get going. 

Don't let anything (or anyone) keep you from reaching your dream!

Friday, November 27, 2009

A Word Of Comfort

The things we sometimes want the most, are the things we are most scared of. It is like love as a bar of soap... hold on too tightly and it'll slip from your fingers. Gently hold and it's yours forever. This writing thing needs to be taken more lightly.

You're too serious about it. Just dip your toes in and test the temperature. Then you can just dive in when you're ready...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The (W)rite Time

Many of you would have known that I have been thinking about writing a book, perhaps for a long time.

And you would have heard oh-so-many times that i'm not writing yet because I can't find the time to write.

I was 'getting around to' writing my first book since I was in college (like 5 years ago). I never had enough time, enough information, and perhaps even enough confidence. These are some of the common excuses, and I personally turned down the opportunity to ghost-write a book because I didn't believe I could do it. The time was never right. Well, honestly, I was only thinking about working on it. Thinking about it, is definitely not doing anything about it!

So I have decided to start writing today. If you are in the same shoes that I am, let's write, write, write and write and write. Trust me, you need nothing to start but yourself, a pen and paper or a computer (or the classic typewriter). And the most important is the decision to start writing. There is really no other solution.

Happy writing!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

All Expense Paid

Last morning on the all expense paid cruise vacation, we met two angels - Rosita and Lily.

Lily invited us to stay at her house when we're in Singapore! Rosita gave me a great womanly advice.

If this trip was meant for something special, it is meeting these two ladies. They reminded me to be a 'wife'.

I am so thankful for this experience! Everything was paid for, even the invaluable chats and advices from the people we met on board.

Praise the Lord!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I Wish I Were

Sometimes, I wish I were someone else, leading a different life... because I've always thought I'm not good enough.

At home, I was in my sister's shadows 
She's the one who creates conversations with Papa and Mama effortlessly and makes them laugh with her natural humour.

In school, I was in my cousin's shadows
She's the one who's smart, beautiful, eloquent and witty.

At work, I was in my colleague's shadows 
She's the one who's better with words, outspoken, one who speaks her mind.

I'm not upset people are better than me. I was just envious. I wanted to be them!

While these thoughts were lingering on my mind, I realised that God never asks us to compare ourselves with anyone else. In fact, I think God would NOT like us to look at someone else and say, "I wish I were more like her."

Why? Because God tenderly and uniquely designed us just the way He wanted us to be. He made us for Himself. He made you in a way that can never be duplicated.

When we begin to compare ourselves with another person, we are saying, "God, You made a mistake. You could have done a better job creating me."

How dare we say otherwise when the Creator looks at each of His created beings and says, "It is good!"

God made you for His own purposes so that you might reflect a unique aspect of His glory. When we cease to compare ourselves with others and refuse to be intimidated by what other people think and say, we are then in the position to birth that business, that ministry, that effort to change our community that God intended.

How dare you compare yourself with somebody else! People in this world may have certain expectations of who we should be, and I know it can be very tiring, trying to play the role we are not. so the good news is... God wanted you to be YOU. Nobody else, but YOU!

Now, you can be yourself, because God made you so... and His creations are always GOOD!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Wish Upon A Star

Last night, I asked a friend:

"If you could make a wish, what would it be?"

She looked deep into my eyes and said:

"I wish i could be the answer to everyone who's looking for love."

She gets asked a lot if she is single. And that's the point! When people asked if you are single, somewhere in their heart and mind, they wished you are!

And when she revealed her marital status, she felt sorry for them and she wished they hadn't asked the question.

But feeling sorry is NOT love. It's simply compassion, and it takes a person with A LOT of love to have compassion.

Don't confuse compassion and love... 'cause you might just make a wrong choice and end up with the wrong person.

So, was it love you felt? Or was it sympathy?

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Life Lesson

Today, I learnt something that not telling is the same as lying. define 'lying' as:
  1. to speak falsely or utter untruth knowingly, as with intent to deceive
  2. to express what is false; convey a false impression
I always thought that lying is to say something falsely. Now I know that if we convey a false impression, it is the same as lying.

She learnt her lesson today. Would you forgive her ignorance?

She's truly so very sorry...

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Love And Un-love?

Can we love someone, and later on, un-love them?

Can we possibly?

I believe strongly that love is everlasting... even if you've been in a relationship and you found that it's not meant to be. I mean, there must be something special about that person that drew your heart to them once (upon a time).

If you are not with them now... and if you search deep in your heart, you'll find the pieces of love and forgotten memories hidden under all the loads in your heart.

I cherish beautiful times, keep good memories, treasure love and joy... and I still love you, even if I've said things like:

I hate you!
I don't wanna be in this house!
I wish you were not my aunt!

Because I personally cannot erase past memories. No matter what, you always have a place in my heart.

Recently chat up with an old friend from the past. It breaks my heart to know what happened over the course of 12 years, and it also got me thinking...

How could you wanted them so badly, loved them so dearly, 'owned' them so possessively... and now, couldn't be bothered if they existed?

How could you be so loveless... and selfish?

It breaks my heart to see broken hearts. If only I have a magic wand, waving "abracadabra!" and could make things better.

Well, I'm just a girl who has too much love to give... so if you're passing through this blog, lost and hurt...

I love you!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I'm Burned

I'm not getting used to the slight tan I got from walking under the sun in Taiwan for a few hours. Apparently, the sun in taiwan scorches deep to the skin. and trust me, each of us who were there got TWO shades darker!

Normally I'd put on a comfortable pair of shorts when travelling, but thank God I begged to differ on that day! So, my legs were safe from Mr Sunshine but, I only brought along one pair of shoes, so... look at the shades on my feet!

Anyway, when we came back to Penang about 5 days ago, the weather had been very kind (at least, to me!) - blue skies with smell of warm blossoms and soothing slow swish of trees. I close my eyes, take a deep breath of the air I missed so much, thinking myself almost in paradise. With days like this, you can almost think yourself anywhere.

I love days like this...

And every other days after last Wednesday was moody rains. Normally, I would be anticipating for Mr Sunshine... but now, I'm enjoying the cool fresh wind that slaps around me. At least, it's a break from the sun and let my tan be gone... FAST!

To all who were kissed by the Taiwanese Sunshine!

Happy skin lightening...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Do You Really Want It?

You gotta REALLY want it, to get it!

Do you really want...
... success?
... love?
... peace?
... happiness?
... health?
... wealth?

If you really want success, you'll be successful.
If you really want love, you'll be lovable and you'll be loved.
If you really want peace, you'll be peaceful.
If you really want happiness, you'll be happy.
If you really want health, you'll be healthy.
If you really want wealth, you'll be wealthy.

The key is do you really want it?

The problem with many people is... they don't really want it. They think it'll be great to have it... but it's okaaaaaay not to have it. When we really want something so badly, we will work towards it, find solutions and ways to get it.

Did you know? The amount of energy used to lit a light bulb, equals to the same amount of energy used by laser to cut steel? So, the amount of energy is the same... what is the difference? The difference is... the laser is focused.

Another example is the sun. The sun brings warmth when it shines during the day, and the sun can start a fire when it's positioned correctly with a magnifying glass! (we experimented that during science class in high school) The sun is still the sun... so, what is the difference? The difference is... the sun is focused.

You gotta be focused on your own desire, be focused on what you want. You can only achieve whatever you want, if you really want that whatever! So, the next time you say you want something, think again and ask yourself... do you really want it?

If you really want it, you must say it out loud. Tell someone, tell your family, share with your friends, etc.
And if you say it, you must mean it. Otherwise, you are lying to the people whom you share it with.
And if you mean it, you must do it, like you mean it, like you say it, like you really want it!
By adding action into what you really want, then you are on the way to achieving it.

Happy achieving what you REALLY want!

Monday, September 14, 2009

Just As The Brand Says It...

When you cannot do something,

It is because... You DIDN'T do it!

If you fall the first time, stand up! If you fall again, stand up! If you fall yet again, stand up!

If you fall again and again and again, stand up again and again and again!

Just like Thomas Edison said, "I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work. If I find 10,000 ways something won't work, I haven't failed. I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward."

That's is why... many of life's failures are people who did not realise how close they were to success when they gave up.

So, let's just do it!

Monday, August 31, 2009

Mr Sunshine

I'm not a whiner by nature. I have always weathered through storms, ups and downs, on my own - without murmuring or complaining. Where do I get the strength to do so, you may ask me. And I'd boldly tell you that it's from God.

I missed Mr Sunshine! 

I didn't realise I've taken him for granted all these years. How I was quite annoyed with his presence. The hot moments we have, he made me sweat so much! In his warm embrace, the tingling of heat made my skin flushed red.

How we take people or even things for granted until we lose it, finally! 

 Most of us only feel the 'presence' at the absence of the person or thing. I must admit, it just happened to me these few days.In the last few days, Mr Sunshine was not around. The days seemed gloomy, and the nights seemed endlessly chilling. The pain was excrutiatingly unbearable - it was brutally cold!

That's when I miss his warmth breath, his loving touch and his hot kiss.

Today, is my lucky day! I met Mr Sunshine! even just a glimpse of him made my day.

We had a short time together today. Maybe we haven't met for a while, I didn't feel too comfortable with him.

But definitely, we'll have more fun-loving moments!

Love you lots, Mr Sunshine! Hope to see you everyday!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Language Or Translation?

While travelling to KL last weekend, I can't help but notice this sign on the coach:

Jika mengantuk, sila berhenti rehat

Literally means:
If tired, please stop resting

Or should it be:
Jika mengantuk, sila berhenti untuk rehat

Translated as:
If tired, please stop to rest

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Writing From My Heart

I have been searching different names to start my blog. 10 days to be precise. And I've finally found it. It was sheer joy when you've finally found your passion - something you love, something you've been yearning for, something you look forward to every morning...

I've found my joy in writing. what about you?

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